Breaking Family ties (not b/c i wanted to)

I was born May 10Th 1988 on Mother's Day. i started stealing when i was around the age of 8, and like most good parents mine caught me and busted my behind like no tomorrow till it was so sore i couldn't even sit on it. If my memory is correct i believe it was a bunch of change out of my mom's work jeans. Approximately 3 to 6 months later i did it again this time i stole a 20 dollar bill out of a family bible that my dad's dad had passed down to him but this was no ordinary 20 dollar bill this was a rear 20 that was flipped backwards on the other side of the bill. i decided to take this 20 dollar bill up to the Dairy Mart (Covenant store) and buy 20 dollars worth of finger nail polish and take it to school and i gave it to all of the girls in my class. the only reason i got caught was b/c my teacher called my mom to teller that it was very thoughtful of her to buy the finger nail polish for the girls, this alerted my to suspect me of stealing a 20 dollar bill they then checked the bible where dad had but the money at and to his discovery he had discovered it missing, i then once again got another bad spaking on my behind and it was worst this time because it meant a lot to my dad and i hadn't even shown a hint of remorse. To Be Contuied...

Why?

I believe that the only way to heal is to tell the hole truth to anyone who wishes to listen and that is my goal is to start with the biggest mistakes in my life and hope that same one might come across this blog and learn from my mistakes.